Lost is my mind

Lost is my mind
- Bryan Park


Lost is my mind
And all that mingles
Not in the wilderness
But in this city

Silence! I shout loudly
On my way to metro I push angrily
The stares I'm used to,
But the stigma I get I'm appalled by.

I KNOW this is all power struggle
Not morales, nor justice, nor divinity, nor nobility
For I abandoned all the notions of.

But what can I do? I'm less than. I'm mere me.
I detest the stupidity but I do put myself in their shoes.
And I hate myself for understanding them. I hate them. I hate me, I hate them.
I hate me.

I want to disappear into the streets of Seoul,
To Taipei, to Boracay.
I want the air to consume me, until no one can find me.